Hidup adalah rangkaian misteri tak terpecahkan. pada pertemuan-pertemuan tak dimengerti maksudnya, pada luka yang memberi pelajaran yang tak selalu bisa diterapkan bulat-bulat melainkan terlebih dahulu dimodifikasi lalu baru diterapkan.
pada potongan-potongan hidup tiap orang selalu ada potongan manis, kurang manis, terlalu manis, berbau harum ataupun beraroma tengik.
tak ada yang bisa ditebak selain beberapa pertanyaan sederhana yang telah disiapkan jawabannya.
aku menemukanmu sebagai potongan tak terdeskripsi yang hadir disaat hatiku sedang kelu.
senang tidak, sedih tidak, potensi bahagia itu muncul seiring hadirmu tapi tak bisa diekspresikan karena rasa kelu mematikan minat pada hal paling menarik sekalipun.
I dont know how some people influence certain biological rection in my body. Some indicator of comfort feeling causing wicked right in the middle of my chest which is the location of my heart and I am not sure but it could be my gall.
Last time I feel something like this is when I was close with a virtual friend and I was realy close just like feel so sure that he can make me feel comfort in real world before I finally found out that he has another girl whose also close to him as I do. This girl even more close than me to him.
Painful feeling right in the middle of my chest drove me to cry. The same feeling in the end as the feeling on the first time he made me feel comfort.
The key is, comfortness is still my trauma. Some comfortness gives us painful in the end and I've never move on in this actually. Basically, I keep my distance from something that indicating comfort zone for me in love.
pada potongan-potongan hidup tiap orang selalu ada potongan manis, kurang manis, terlalu manis, berbau harum ataupun beraroma tengik.
tak ada yang bisa ditebak selain beberapa pertanyaan sederhana yang telah disiapkan jawabannya.
aku menemukanmu sebagai potongan tak terdeskripsi yang hadir disaat hatiku sedang kelu.
senang tidak, sedih tidak, potensi bahagia itu muncul seiring hadirmu tapi tak bisa diekspresikan karena rasa kelu mematikan minat pada hal paling menarik sekalipun.
I dont know how some people influence certain biological rection in my body. Some indicator of comfort feeling causing wicked right in the middle of my chest which is the location of my heart and I am not sure but it could be my gall.
Last time I feel something like this is when I was close with a virtual friend and I was realy close just like feel so sure that he can make me feel comfort in real world before I finally found out that he has another girl whose also close to him as I do. This girl even more close than me to him.
Painful feeling right in the middle of my chest drove me to cry. The same feeling in the end as the feeling on the first time he made me feel comfort.
The key is, comfortness is still my trauma. Some comfortness gives us painful in the end and I've never move on in this actually. Basically, I keep my distance from something that indicating comfort zone for me in love.
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